Friday, April 17, 2009

Summer

Alright! Summer is finally here...(after waiting for 18 years...)Summer has recently started and to think what to do...(hmmm...what am I going to do?hmmm...)well, let's skip that...part. I'm already bored, I don't know what to do...Arghhh!!! It's driving me INSANE! So, I was thinking of learning how to play the guitar, but there's a hindrance it's broken...(Baka!) I feel so desperate of playing the guitar, I want to play my favorite songs...

I've noticed for a few days that there's something bugging me...*What is it?* Well maybe , I can't accept the only fact that my friends are moving away, I won't accept that some of our classmates are transferring to different schools just because of a failing grade... The puzzle is already missing its pieces...and it's difficult to find those pieces if those pieces are already gone.
And, my third year friends...(Doshite? Doshite? Of all the people to choose from why them?) It seems like my third friends are already far away from us...
Speaking of which, I don't know if Charles(one of my third friends is really going to transfer schools) he said to us that Friday, March 27, 2009 is the ending of our communication to him... He already told us that we will surely miss our clown...it's a fact...
Thinking of it, right now...makes me feel like the puzzle I'm trying to complete is already missing a piece... Oh, how I wish that the puzzle that I'm playing could be completed... (I'm beginning to be my other side!!!Iie!!!) Well, getting back to the main point, I really can't understand why is it that really feeling miserable this summer... Is it because that one of my special friends are leaving or some reasons that I can't tell you...???

I really can't understand the things going on this summer. But, I'm sure that I want to make this summer special... It's not all that I was thinking of this summer about my friends... I don't know how to tell this but this summer, I'm gonna be a busy person especially when it comes to the things that I need to learn...Hmmm... Now, talking about friends, I'm feeling really uneasy about being far from my third year friends... Even though, they belong to the general section I'm still happy that I managed to be close to the third year general students... Isn't it really odd?
Even though the general students pull us down...there are still some who are willing to have friends in the Special Science Class... Just like me, I accepted the fact that general students pull us down because of their insecurities but it won't hinder me from having friends in the general sections.

But, you know what even though, it's summer and I can't see them...I can communicate with them through their cell phones, but how can I communicate with them if I don't have load...(That's the only problem...)But still, I have one last chance before I say "Enjoy your summer! Let's see each other this enrollment." I need to have the opportunity to tell them how important they are to me. Friends are friends. Even though, we won't able to see each other for two months there's still the connection you have between them. So, let's enjoy this summer...with smiles and laughs...

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