Last Friday, was the day our card was released. But the day, before it was so tiring lining, waiting...and I didn't have any chance to eat lunch...(I'm hungry!) While, waiting for my turn hmmmm...seems like "It" is here (tomodachi!). Alright, "It" seems like carrying plants to somewhere. Well, I told "It" to finish the job so that "It" can relax...
>>>+_Next Day_+<<<
Alright! Today is the awaited day, card day!(Ahahahaha!!!)*What?!*The card can't be releasead if the lockers are not repainted, no card. Life! Why does it need to be so hard...Well, we really tried our best to finish and (tada!) good as new...When afternoon came, really we were of all the work. Though, we enjoyed being with each other, we all cherished our last day together. And that's left to say that day was the words really difficult to say. We baded each other "Good Bye." And that's all that was left that day.
Friday, April 17, 2009
Color Battles
Haven't you notice that students love the colors red and blue. That they would end up quarreling about the most beautiful color of all. Well, I'm one of those people who quarrel for the most beautiful color, but, in our section there are only two colors: blue and red. These colors are sometimes the root of our color battle, whether the most beautiful color is red or blue. Well, maybe, for me blue is the one that I like, but the color that I really love is green. When our color battle has begun, we don't even notice that we are saying such words that could hurt one's feelings. It's true. Maybe, if we don't stop this kind of battle we will end up being enemies. I can say that, we are shallow people fighting over two colors, including me. It's just that sometimes jokes can't be called jokes if it already ended hurting each other feelings.
They say, that blue is the most beautiful color but the other side said that it's red. Because red is love, what's the connection? This is really pathetic...
NOTE:
This post is just a filler. Don't worry, my newest post will be posted if there is a special happening.
They say, that blue is the most beautiful color but the other side said that it's red. Because red is love, what's the connection? This is really pathetic...
NOTE:
This post is just a filler. Don't worry, my newest post will be posted if there is a special happening.
Let's Play
Have you ever wonder, how can you use a person as a game piece? Well, that's what I was thinking about "How can I use a person to in a real life game?" speaking of this, game I think this game is really fun. Even though, I don't have any idea how to play this game, but, still I want to try it. They said, that one way to start this game, is to look for your pawns(Short term for game pieces). One way of making a person into a pawn is really easy, just be close to that person. (Eh?! Seems like fun.) Well, it seems fun but the ending wouldn't be nice if the pawns know what you're doing.
Actually, I have a feeling that in life, we are playing a simple game, I don't know what game are we playing. I do have a strong feeling that we are the pawns of the game.
Well, maybe that's life, we're a playing game. That we didn't even notice that the pawns are us.
Actually, I have a feeling that in life, we are playing a simple game, I don't know what game are we playing. I do have a strong feeling that we are the pawns of the game.
Well, maybe that's life, we're a playing game. That we didn't even notice that the pawns are us.
True ME
They say that I have two personalities: (The one that they see smiling, laughing, and a bit goofy...and the other who is silent, lonely and short-tempered...) I didn't realize that I was changing when I entered my second year high school. They say, that my second side was the opposite of me. But, to tell you the truth, I discovered my dark side when I was in first year high school. My dark side began to show itself when I was in second year high school. And I realized it when it was already February, when the campaigning for the next Student's Government Body. After, hearing such news about something I don't know personal or what...I began changing.
+_Flashback_+>>>
It was mid-February when the election for the next Student's Government Body was drawing near a friend of ours told us something personal...that made me change that instant. I noticed that my patience began to burn short, and that I became silent and aloof... While, I was eating my lunch with some of my friends I noticed that I wasn't in the mood of eating my lunch. And then, that person passed by the window made my mood change again I don't know how am I suppose to tell this but I felt like I was being held against my own will to feel such hatred to that person...
Even, my friends didn't accept that fact about someone we know would do such a thing. My friends were talking about that person saying that "That person really has the guts to that thing.", they started to ask me why I became silent after hearing that news, they said that I was affected, not only me but also my friends were affected. They said that it was a shame for that person, it really came to the point that the person ended up hurting the feelings of "its" friends.
After, I ate my lunch a candidate came to our window and asked "Who is the person close to "it"?"she asked us, one of my friends said that "It was her. The girl that is getting some things in her locker." actually I knew it was me. I was close to that person. And my friends said that "She has guts to ask us about the close friend of that person." they were protecting me...
And said that, "Don't she dare pull "it" away from you. Because "it" is only your closest friend." Even though, those words were kind of nice, I still don't want "it" to be away from me. ("It" is my closest friend. I don't want to be separated "it" from me...)that's what I keep telling myself. It's not that I was being selfish that time, but it kinda made me feel envious, or what angry, because she changed "its" attitude. "It" started to avoid us, when we needed "Its" help, "It" would only say "You can do that. Just keep trying." It feels like that girl changed "Its" attitude.
My friends said that it seems like I wasn't happy for "Its" victory. I'm happy for "It" really, but I was feeling a bit uneasy. I was thinking that day that "It" won, could "It" cope up with "Its" study. And my dark side began to show itself everyday...that was the start of my dark side.... <<<+_End of Flashback_+
I have realized that I've changed alot to my dark side, that began to show...I wanted to hide my dark personality as long as I could, but I guess it can't be helped. I can't hide her anymore, she'll be playing the music for awhile. I thought, the real one was going to play the game but it seemed like the dark one wanted to play the game. After, asking my classmates about my attitude changing, it seems like the dark one showed herself to them, the aloof, silent, and moody personality...
Should I tell them about this new me or just let them tell me that I have a new me...I guess, I'm still playing the game. But, you know what, I'm playing my own game and I'm playing another game I don't know what it's called but kinda nice, though... Indeed, how I wish that this game would continue, but I'm feeling kinda bored with the pawns,so, I was thinking of adding another pawn to the game, to make it exciting...and to fill the game with I don't know, mixed feelings maybe. (It seems like the dark one is taking over again. It's okay, the dark me, is very different from the real me. So don't worry everything will go according to my game.)
Indeed, when I asked my classmates if I changed then, they said that I really changed...it was like another me who I was showing them... I could accept the fact that I created another personality in me, a personality which is opposite to the real...Well, I guess this personality is that you can call the Aloof-type... In my previous post, you could sense that the mood changed a bit. In my current state, since, I'm not around with crowds maybe the dark personality will show itself again, it won't allow the old personality to show up again because the dark one wants to let everyone know that they must accept the new me, or the me can begin to be my dark personality...
I like the dark me, but, there are still hindrances along the way...if this continues the game wouldn't end, as what I planned. They said I'm only putting myself in a situation I didn't wished for, but how can I deny the opportunity, if the opportunity that came, is the one I have been waiting for. Just think of it, when the new semester starts they don't know anything about me, anymore... Another new me, it seems like there's another game waiting for me again, a game that will surely give them a shock...
Let's just wait and see, if the new game will be nicely done, and I shall have new ones to play with.
(Note:
My dark personality only shows itself when I'm with my pawns, so don't worry if you're not a pawn. I won't show you my dark personality. Just remember that, I won't show you my dark personality if you are not worthy of being one of my pawns.)
*I'm just another pretty face who passed by you. You're just a stranger with a known name.*
And here's what I like say to "It":
Despite, the fact that men are fools, you don't have to push yourself to realize what you have done.
+_Flashback_+>>>
It was mid-February when the election for the next Student's Government Body was drawing near a friend of ours told us something personal...that made me change that instant. I noticed that my patience began to burn short, and that I became silent and aloof... While, I was eating my lunch with some of my friends I noticed that I wasn't in the mood of eating my lunch. And then, that person passed by the window made my mood change again I don't know how am I suppose to tell this but I felt like I was being held against my own will to feel such hatred to that person...
Even, my friends didn't accept that fact about someone we know would do such a thing. My friends were talking about that person saying that "That person really has the guts to that thing.", they started to ask me why I became silent after hearing that news, they said that I was affected, not only me but also my friends were affected. They said that it was a shame for that person, it really came to the point that the person ended up hurting the feelings of "its" friends.
After, I ate my lunch a candidate came to our window and asked "Who is the person close to "it"?"she asked us, one of my friends said that "It was her. The girl that is getting some things in her locker." actually I knew it was me. I was close to that person. And my friends said that "She has guts to ask us about the close friend of that person." they were protecting me...
And said that, "Don't she dare pull "it" away from you. Because "it" is only your closest friend." Even though, those words were kind of nice, I still don't want "it" to be away from me. ("It" is my closest friend. I don't want to be separated "it" from me...)that's what I keep telling myself. It's not that I was being selfish that time, but it kinda made me feel envious, or what angry, because she changed "its" attitude. "It" started to avoid us, when we needed "Its" help, "It" would only say "You can do that. Just keep trying." It feels like that girl changed "Its" attitude.
My friends said that it seems like I wasn't happy for "Its" victory. I'm happy for "It" really, but I was feeling a bit uneasy. I was thinking that day that "It" won, could "It" cope up with "Its" study. And my dark side began to show itself everyday...that was the start of my dark side.... <<<+_End of Flashback_+
I have realized that I've changed alot to my dark side, that began to show...I wanted to hide my dark personality as long as I could, but I guess it can't be helped. I can't hide her anymore, she'll be playing the music for awhile. I thought, the real one was going to play the game but it seemed like the dark one wanted to play the game. After, asking my classmates about my attitude changing, it seems like the dark one showed herself to them, the aloof, silent, and moody personality...
Should I tell them about this new me or just let them tell me that I have a new me...I guess, I'm still playing the game. But, you know what, I'm playing my own game and I'm playing another game I don't know what it's called but kinda nice, though... Indeed, how I wish that this game would continue, but I'm feeling kinda bored with the pawns,so, I was thinking of adding another pawn to the game, to make it exciting...and to fill the game with I don't know, mixed feelings maybe. (It seems like the dark one is taking over again. It's okay, the dark me, is very different from the real me. So don't worry everything will go according to my game.)
Indeed, when I asked my classmates if I changed then, they said that I really changed...it was like another me who I was showing them... I could accept the fact that I created another personality in me, a personality which is opposite to the real...Well, I guess this personality is that you can call the Aloof-type... In my previous post, you could sense that the mood changed a bit. In my current state, since, I'm not around with crowds maybe the dark personality will show itself again, it won't allow the old personality to show up again because the dark one wants to let everyone know that they must accept the new me, or the me can begin to be my dark personality...
I like the dark me, but, there are still hindrances along the way...if this continues the game wouldn't end, as what I planned. They said I'm only putting myself in a situation I didn't wished for, but how can I deny the opportunity, if the opportunity that came, is the one I have been waiting for. Just think of it, when the new semester starts they don't know anything about me, anymore... Another new me, it seems like there's another game waiting for me again, a game that will surely give them a shock...
Let's just wait and see, if the new game will be nicely done, and I shall have new ones to play with.
(Note:
My dark personality only shows itself when I'm with my pawns, so don't worry if you're not a pawn. I won't show you my dark personality. Just remember that, I won't show you my dark personality if you are not worthy of being one of my pawns.)
*I'm just another pretty face who passed by you. You're just a stranger with a known name.*
And here's what I like say to "It":
Despite, the fact that men are fools, you don't have to push yourself to realize what you have done.
Summer
Alright! Summer is finally here...(after waiting for 18 years...)Summer has recently started and to think what to do...(hmmm...what am I going to do?hmmm...)well, let's skip that...part. I'm already bored, I don't know what to do...Arghhh!!! It's driving me INSANE! So, I was thinking of learning how to play the guitar, but there's a hindrance it's broken...(Baka!) I feel so desperate of playing the guitar, I want to play my favorite songs...
I've noticed for a few days that there's something bugging me...*What is it?* Well maybe , I can't accept the only fact that my friends are moving away, I won't accept that some of our classmates are transferring to different schools just because of a failing grade... The puzzle is already missing its pieces...and it's difficult to find those pieces if those pieces are already gone.
And, my third year friends...(Doshite? Doshite? Of all the people to choose from why them?) It seems like my third friends are already far away from us...
Speaking of which, I don't know if Charles(one of my third friends is really going to transfer schools) he said to us that Friday, March 27, 2009 is the ending of our communication to him... He already told us that we will surely miss our clown...it's a fact...
Thinking of it, right now...makes me feel like the puzzle I'm trying to complete is already missing a piece... Oh, how I wish that the puzzle that I'm playing could be completed... (I'm beginning to be my other side!!!Iie!!!) Well, getting back to the main point, I really can't understand why is it that really feeling miserable this summer... Is it because that one of my special friends are leaving or some reasons that I can't tell you...???
I really can't understand the things going on this summer. But, I'm sure that I want to make this summer special... It's not all that I was thinking of this summer about my friends... I don't know how to tell this but this summer, I'm gonna be a busy person especially when it comes to the things that I need to learn...Hmmm... Now, talking about friends, I'm feeling really uneasy about being far from my third year friends... Even though, they belong to the general section I'm still happy that I managed to be close to the third year general students... Isn't it really odd?
Even though the general students pull us down...there are still some who are willing to have friends in the Special Science Class... Just like me, I accepted the fact that general students pull us down because of their insecurities but it won't hinder me from having friends in the general sections.
But, you know what even though, it's summer and I can't see them...I can communicate with them through their cell phones, but how can I communicate with them if I don't have load...(That's the only problem...)But still, I have one last chance before I say "Enjoy your summer! Let's see each other this enrollment." I need to have the opportunity to tell them how important they are to me. Friends are friends. Even though, we won't able to see each other for two months there's still the connection you have between them. So, let's enjoy this summer...with smiles and laughs...
I've noticed for a few days that there's something bugging me...*What is it?* Well maybe , I can't accept the only fact that my friends are moving away, I won't accept that some of our classmates are transferring to different schools just because of a failing grade... The puzzle is already missing its pieces...and it's difficult to find those pieces if those pieces are already gone.
And, my third year friends...(Doshite? Doshite? Of all the people to choose from why them?) It seems like my third friends are already far away from us...
Speaking of which, I don't know if Charles(one of my third friends is really going to transfer schools) he said to us that Friday, March 27, 2009 is the ending of our communication to him... He already told us that we will surely miss our clown...it's a fact...
Thinking of it, right now...makes me feel like the puzzle I'm trying to complete is already missing a piece... Oh, how I wish that the puzzle that I'm playing could be completed... (I'm beginning to be my other side!!!Iie!!!) Well, getting back to the main point, I really can't understand why is it that really feeling miserable this summer... Is it because that one of my special friends are leaving or some reasons that I can't tell you...???
I really can't understand the things going on this summer. But, I'm sure that I want to make this summer special... It's not all that I was thinking of this summer about my friends... I don't know how to tell this but this summer, I'm gonna be a busy person especially when it comes to the things that I need to learn...Hmmm... Now, talking about friends, I'm feeling really uneasy about being far from my third year friends... Even though, they belong to the general section I'm still happy that I managed to be close to the third year general students... Isn't it really odd?
Even though the general students pull us down...there are still some who are willing to have friends in the Special Science Class... Just like me, I accepted the fact that general students pull us down because of their insecurities but it won't hinder me from having friends in the general sections.
But, you know what even though, it's summer and I can't see them...I can communicate with them through their cell phones, but how can I communicate with them if I don't have load...(That's the only problem...)But still, I have one last chance before I say "Enjoy your summer! Let's see each other this enrollment." I need to have the opportunity to tell them how important they are to me. Friends are friends. Even though, we won't able to see each other for two months there's still the connection you have between them. So, let's enjoy this summer...with smiles and laughs...
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