Friday, September 25, 2009

Tiring but Fun

It's been awhile since I last posted, but to make it shorter. During, the past few weeks I didn't have enough time for everything. But, now since I found a vacant time. I noticed how empty my blog is right now, so I decided to post a new entry. It's entitled "Tiring but Fun".

During, September 4 and 5 was the celebration of our Intramurals. The days before that was really tiring. Also, we cannot concentrate on our studies because of exhaustion. While, we were practicing for our cheerdance we were also practicing for our "Sambayang Pagbigkas" that will be held at University of Southeastern Philippines (or known as USEP). It's kind of disappointing that we need to do two things at one time. Practicing for our cheerdance was really fun, even though, we have to exert effort for it.

I can say that we, Special Science Students aren't really that serious in everything, like in our cheerdance we did sorts of silly things. We'll only dance with energy when we are being scolded. The General Students didn't expect that we'd be this energetic, that we only focus on academics not on extra curricular.

And at last, the big day has came and we already planned everything. Everything we have to do during the cheerdance, we really said something unexpected. But still, everything worked out just fine. And those things were said on the spot. But, it's just disappointing that we got 2nd place and the Seniors got the 1st place. *sighs* Still, it was fun but tiring.

Friday, July 31, 2009

ComArts- Sci Festival

It's been a while since I last posted in my blog. Well, let's get to the point. Last July 28, 2009 was the celebration of our ComArts- Sci...(nice isn't it)Well, too bad we didn't get to represent the third year curiculum, but still we had fun.
The event were:
*Smart Talking
*Oratory
*Song In Rap
*Love Duet
*Robotics Dance
*Jazz Chant
*Reader's Theatre
Those were the events that I can remember...(STML Syndrome). It was fun everybody really enjoyed their part...Though, during the duration of the festival, we were there to support our classmates who were a part of the festival... I wish that the next time this would happen, everybody will be there support one another.

Friday, June 19, 2009

Assignment Oveload

This week, it's all about assignments. We really don't have any time to do have so much fun we want. There's always assignment here, assignment there and assignment everywhere. We are really bombarded with our projects, assignments, reports, presentations and etc... I don't know what is the first thing that I wanted to do, I'm confused.

It's not easy that you have many things to do. I don't even have time to do silly things. Since, it's still the first month, we need to adjust. So, please don't bother me, because I'm fully loaded.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

First Day

Wow, I can't believe that our class will start at June 1. On the first day, there wasn't much fuzz. But, when it was the second day of our class, assignments already! I guess that's the life of a third year student. I really hate our classroom we'll always be flooded when the rain will pour hard...

I can't really understand the lessons yet, but, maybe when months have passed I could truly understand our lessons. Besides, from my complaints, I like our Chemistry teacher she's Ma'am Jocelyn Ventura. Even though, she talks fast she's a fun teacher.

Some of our teachers, have small voices that we can barely understand what they're saying. The first week classes has just started and some of our teachers didn't came in to our class. What are they thinking. Also, we seen our friends from the third year this week(they are already fourth year by the way) they didn't changed at all. They're still the noisy ones, that kept making us laugh.

While, I was posting this I'm not really feeling well. I don't why and I'm not interested in finding that one out.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

First Time

Last week, I hated the rice we are eating the smell is I don't know how to say it's yuck! I really hate it then, yesterday or the other day maybe my dad said it was NFA Rice...

I can't believe it I'm eating that rice...(YUCK!) At least, I can't taste the medicine...

But, yesterday, I ate a true rice and I'm so happy.

Friday, April 17, 2009

At Last!

Last Friday, was the day our card was released. But the day, before it was so tiring lining, waiting...and I didn't have any chance to eat lunch...(I'm hungry!) While, waiting for my turn hmmmm...seems like "It" is here (tomodachi!). Alright, "It" seems like carrying plants to somewhere. Well, I told "It" to finish the job so that "It" can relax...


>>>+_Next Day_+<<<

Alright! Today is the awaited day, card day!(Ahahahaha!!!)*What?!*The card can't be releasead if the lockers are not repainted, no card. Life! Why does it need to be so hard...Well, we really tried our best to finish and (tada!) good as new...When afternoon came, really we were of all the work. Though, we enjoyed being with each other, we all cherished our last day together. And that's left to say that day was the words really difficult to say. We baded each other "Good Bye." And that's all that was left that day.

Color Battles

Haven't you notice that students love the colors red and blue. That they would end up quarreling about the most beautiful color of all. Well, I'm one of those people who quarrel for the most beautiful color, but, in our section there are only two colors: blue and red. These colors are sometimes the root of our color battle, whether the most beautiful color is red or blue. Well, maybe, for me blue is the one that I like, but the color that I really love is green. When our color battle has begun, we don't even notice that we are saying such words that could hurt one's feelings. It's true. Maybe, if we don't stop this kind of battle we will end up being enemies. I can say that, we are shallow people fighting over two colors, including me. It's just that sometimes jokes can't be called jokes if it already ended hurting each other feelings.

They say, that blue is the most beautiful color but the other side said that it's red. Because red is love, what's the connection? This is really pathetic...
NOTE:
This post is just a filler. Don't worry, my newest post will be posted if there is a special happening.

Let's Play

Have you ever wonder, how can you use a person as a game piece? Well, that's what I was thinking about "How can I use a person to in a real life game?" speaking of this, game I think this game is really fun. Even though, I don't have any idea how to play this game, but, still I want to try it. They said, that one way to start this game, is to look for your pawns(Short term for game pieces). One way of making a person into a pawn is really easy, just be close to that person. (Eh?! Seems like fun.) Well, it seems fun but the ending wouldn't be nice if the pawns know what you're doing.

Actually, I have a feeling that in life, we are playing a simple game, I don't know what game are we playing. I do have a strong feeling that we are the pawns of the game.

Well, maybe that's life, we're a playing game. That we didn't even notice that the pawns are us.

True ME

They say that I have two personalities: (The one that they see smiling, laughing, and a bit goofy...and the other who is silent, lonely and short-tempered...) I didn't realize that I was changing when I entered my second year high school. They say, that my second side was the opposite of me. But, to tell you the truth, I discovered my dark side when I was in first year high school. My dark side began to show itself when I was in second year high school. And I realized it when it was already February, when the campaigning for the next Student's Government Body. After, hearing such news about something I don't know personal or what...I began changing.

+_Flashback_+>>>

It was mid-February when the election for the next Student's Government Body was drawing near a friend of ours told us something personal...that made me change that instant. I noticed that my patience began to burn short, and that I became silent and aloof... While, I was eating my lunch with some of my friends I noticed that I wasn't in the mood of eating my lunch. And then, that person passed by the window made my mood change again I don't know how am I suppose to tell this but I felt like I was being held against my own will to feel such hatred to that person...
Even, my friends didn't accept that fact about someone we know would do such a thing. My friends were talking about that person saying that "That person really has the guts to that thing.", they started to ask me why I became silent after hearing that news, they said that I was affected, not only me but also my friends were affected. They said that it was a shame for that person, it really came to the point that the person ended up hurting the feelings of "its" friends.

After, I ate my lunch a candidate came to our window and asked "Who is the person close to "it"?"she asked us, one of my friends said that "It was her. The girl that is getting some things in her locker." actually I knew it was me. I was close to that person. And my friends said that "She has guts to ask us about the close friend of that person." they were protecting me...
And said that, "Don't she dare pull "it" away from you. Because "it" is only your closest friend." Even though, those words were kind of nice, I still don't want "it" to be away from me. ("It" is my closest friend. I don't want to be separated "it" from me...)that's what I keep telling myself. It's not that I was being selfish that time, but it kinda made me feel envious, or what angry, because she changed "its" attitude. "It" started to avoid us, when we needed "Its" help, "It" would only say "You can do that. Just keep trying." It feels like that girl changed "Its" attitude.

My friends said that it seems like I wasn't happy for "Its" victory. I'm happy for "It" really, but I was feeling a bit uneasy. I was thinking that day that "It" won, could "It" cope up with "Its" study. And my dark side began to show itself everyday...that was the start of my dark side.... <<<+_End of Flashback_+
I have realized that I've changed alot to my dark side, that began to show...I wanted to hide my dark personality as long as I could, but I guess it can't be helped. I can't hide her anymore, she'll be playing the music for awhile. I thought, the real one was going to play the game but it seemed like the dark one wanted to play the game. After, asking my classmates about my attitude changing, it seems like the dark one showed herself to them, the aloof, silent, and moody personality...
Should I tell them about this new me or just let them tell me that I have a new me...I guess, I'm still playing the game. But, you know what, I'm playing my own game and I'm playing another game I don't know what it's called but kinda nice, though... Indeed, how I wish that this game would continue, but I'm feeling kinda bored with the pawns,so, I was thinking of adding another pawn to the game, to make it exciting...and to fill the game with I don't know, mixed feelings maybe. (It seems like the dark one is taking over again. It's okay, the dark me, is very different from the real me. So don't worry everything will go according to my game.)
Indeed, when I asked my classmates if I changed then, they said that I really changed...it was like another me who I was showing them... I could accept the fact that I created another personality in me, a personality which is opposite to the real...Well, I guess this personality is that you can call the Aloof-type... In my previous post, you could sense that the mood changed a bit. In my current state, since, I'm not around with crowds maybe the dark personality will show itself again, it won't allow the old personality to show up again because the dark one wants to let everyone know that they must accept the new me, or the me can begin to be my dark personality...

I like the dark me, but, there are still hindrances along the way...if this continues the game wouldn't end, as what I planned. They said I'm only putting myself in a situation I didn't wished for, but how can I deny the opportunity, if the opportunity that came, is the one I have been waiting for. Just think of it, when the new semester starts they don't know anything about me, anymore... Another new me, it seems like there's another game waiting for me again, a game that will surely give them a shock...
Let's just wait and see, if the new game will be nicely done, and I shall have new ones to play with.

(Note:
My dark personality only shows itself when I'm with my pawns, so don't worry if you're not a pawn. I won't show you my dark personality. Just remember that, I won't show you my dark personality if you are not worthy of being one of my pawns.)

*I'm just another pretty face who passed by you. You're just a stranger with a known name.*
And here's what I like say to "It":
Despite, the fact that men are fools, you don't have to push yourself to realize what you have done.

Summer

Alright! Summer is finally here...(after waiting for 18 years...)Summer has recently started and to think what to do...(hmmm...what am I going to do?hmmm...)well, let's skip that...part. I'm already bored, I don't know what to do...Arghhh!!! It's driving me INSANE! So, I was thinking of learning how to play the guitar, but there's a hindrance it's broken...(Baka!) I feel so desperate of playing the guitar, I want to play my favorite songs...

I've noticed for a few days that there's something bugging me...*What is it?* Well maybe , I can't accept the only fact that my friends are moving away, I won't accept that some of our classmates are transferring to different schools just because of a failing grade... The puzzle is already missing its pieces...and it's difficult to find those pieces if those pieces are already gone.
And, my third year friends...(Doshite? Doshite? Of all the people to choose from why them?) It seems like my third friends are already far away from us...
Speaking of which, I don't know if Charles(one of my third friends is really going to transfer schools) he said to us that Friday, March 27, 2009 is the ending of our communication to him... He already told us that we will surely miss our clown...it's a fact...
Thinking of it, right now...makes me feel like the puzzle I'm trying to complete is already missing a piece... Oh, how I wish that the puzzle that I'm playing could be completed... (I'm beginning to be my other side!!!Iie!!!) Well, getting back to the main point, I really can't understand why is it that really feeling miserable this summer... Is it because that one of my special friends are leaving or some reasons that I can't tell you...???

I really can't understand the things going on this summer. But, I'm sure that I want to make this summer special... It's not all that I was thinking of this summer about my friends... I don't know how to tell this but this summer, I'm gonna be a busy person especially when it comes to the things that I need to learn...Hmmm... Now, talking about friends, I'm feeling really uneasy about being far from my third year friends... Even though, they belong to the general section I'm still happy that I managed to be close to the third year general students... Isn't it really odd?
Even though the general students pull us down...there are still some who are willing to have friends in the Special Science Class... Just like me, I accepted the fact that general students pull us down because of their insecurities but it won't hinder me from having friends in the general sections.

But, you know what even though, it's summer and I can't see them...I can communicate with them through their cell phones, but how can I communicate with them if I don't have load...(That's the only problem...)But still, I have one last chance before I say "Enjoy your summer! Let's see each other this enrollment." I need to have the opportunity to tell them how important they are to me. Friends are friends. Even though, we won't able to see each other for two months there's still the connection you have between them. So, let's enjoy this summer...with smiles and laughs...

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Sneak Peek

After many weeks of practicing for our school play named "Florante at Laura" even though I don't have a big role in the play. I still have to participate in order to get a grade...


We happened to fight frequently but you know what even though we fight, we still ended laughing at each other's mistakes...

The grand night>>>

Yesterday, was the night everyone was waiting...I can't understand why...but we were thankful that students and parents came to us....

too bad, for us that the rained poured on the last part our waltz...

I was thankful to my partner because I was a bit nervous when we started dancing he advised that "Just think of it...like we were just practicing..."I did calm down thanks to him....

After, we performed we hurriedly went home, and rested...

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Sophies!!!

Yesterday, why is it so sudden? The whole week practicing, while raining...*...huh...*always tired when I got home...Can't understand things these days...^...Flash Back...^>>> Friday, afternoon +...so bored...+ -raining everyday- it was a wet day...our boys had nothing to do...so they went to the Internet Cafe...to have some fun...Then, unexpectedly we had our practice...

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*yuck....mud....*We were recognized...by the teachers...(as late comers...)after, practicing...we went home...<<<^...End of Flashback...^

Yesterday...bored...but having fun...really I love....our place...(being sarcastic...)it's all muddy...but you know what...?...we actually won....it's because of our props...that looks like flowers...though...we didn't perfected the steppings but I love it....

Again?!

Wow...*I don't know if it's related to my post, but somehow...I find it interesting*

Last Friday, we were practicing for our school play...and (know what?) we had our practice in the first year sections...(I feel like running...)(Iie, a ghost!!!) I felt like the atmosphere changed when we were in the first year section...cause it turned out to be cold but it wasn't. Its like that the coldness of the area is different...

We all ran...and though, we came back the next day...

We promised not to spend there the night....

Friday, February 6, 2009

Pratice...Makes Perfect....

Last Thursday....we were practicing for our cheerdance this coming Foundation Day....

Wow,...we were dancing like coconut trees ...blown by the wind...(hahahaha...)

While the boys were practicing their dance....us girls were playing "I wanna be...."the teachers who were teaching us....enjoyed watching us...*SUTEKI...SUGOI, NE?*....

After, practicing we were already exhausted... and we have to practice...a play...not just an ordinary play...it should be a musical....

After...practicing I was tired...and when I got home...I ate...and sleep....

Friday, January 30, 2009

The Challenge

*I don't know what to do...help me...*
It was Sunday when I tried playing basketball, at first I thought it would be that hard to shoot (Duh...it's really hard...can't you think of anything else...)when I first tried, I was able to shoot....*it was the happiest day of my whole life...nyahahaha!!!*Dribbling, passing and shooting was my work there...as I touched my face...my sweat started to drip...(it's like blood...)...sugoi,ne?

I'm proud that I started to sweat...and continued playing like a pro. The heat of the sun became intense and I have to bear with it. *It was time...*(I don't know...why?) *But, I was nervous...No...my knees were already numb...that I could barely jump, walk, and run...*We continued playing, it doesn't matter if I'm going to fall or anything...it only matters to me...how to shoot...My frustation took over me...(Iie...)*Why, can't I shoot?Arghh...!!!!*I shouted...out loud...and said"Why can't I shoot?

Is this my punishment for saying that I'm a fool..."when I calmed down...I rested for a bit. And continued playing...(Hmmm..who's he?)The person I played with, has strong arms I almost fell onto my feet... but, try harder (Deannie!!!Fight!Fight!). When lunch came we went back to my classmate's house... and that's what happened...

Cleaning Up

(Community Service)
The other week we had our community sevice in our school...hmmm...it seems like we have to work together...Indeed, let me think of this way, if we work together work will be done immediately...and we can pass it immediately. That's why I kept bugging my mother about the digital camera(seems that I've been a fool...)then when we were doing our community service at the back of the science building but in front of the third year rooms. We cleaned up the dirt of the First year Special Science Students.

Because they might be reported to the prefect of discipline...*tsk...tsk...how disgraceful of them...*Our group performed the community service the next week because of the rain...that day we were able to perform the community service. Seems like the other groups are doing their part...let's sneak into a group...hmm...what can I say...they did a pretty good job...*sugoi, ne?*They've arranged it perfectly...*sugoi...dai suki*(Masaka, it seems that they have noticed me...)'okay! let me post this in my blog...'that's what I thought...I told them my blog address...Yosh...Yosh...and said they would visit it...*I also gave them a piece of advice they have to click on my AdSense...*and hurried back to our room. *That's all...Thank You!*

Saturday, January 10, 2009

When darkness fall

(A dream I should never forget...)

(Why is it that I saw the same dream again? I don't know...)

I woke up early yesterday to finish everything I need to finish...While, finishing my assignments I suddenly remember my experience the other morning...Full of fear...I don't know what to do if that dream I dreamt would appear...I can't believe that I'm saying this but dealing with this makes me uncomfortable...(That dream I must forget about it...Or...Darkness will again...)I woke up my Oka-san...because she will be out early...I did..When she woke up, I went back to bed because my head is aching...(I can't last half-day if I can't sleep again...)I did sleep again. But, why is it that my back became heavy as if that someone or something is lying on me...then, my breathing became heavy.(Why?)I was looking for the answer but...I can't find it...Again, I saw my position when I lied in bed. It's the same position yesterday. Then, suddenly I saw another dream(I can't remember it.)but, as far as I can remember I was in school with my friends and classmates.

After, seeing that was the part that I saw the position before fell asleep. (No!!!Stop!!!)I felt the same feeling yesterday, heavy like someone is lying on you, heavy breathing...it's going to happen again...(Yappari desu!)But, you know what it seems like the thing had a difficulty pulling me...I thought I was awake but...suddenly, I fell asleep...(Iie, Masaka!)I'm still in this horrible dream!(What should I do? Should I shout? Or maybe force myself to wake up?)Indeed, wake myself up...but how? I was already panicking...I don't know what to do...*Help!Help!Help!*Then, suddenly I woke up...(But who?What?and Why?), (Is it someone? Who I remebered?)But, the question is why does it keep appearing in my dreams...

Thursday, January 8, 2009

What will happen next...

It happened this morning...

I woke up early to finish my assignments but I fail to do so...
When it was 5 in the morning....I went back to sleep...

Or maybe take a short nap...

(in my dream...)
I was with my Grandmother ... when we were going to place where a big tree was present and a kid from our neighborhood and his nanny were also there...

When, my Grandmother started to hit them with branches...it seems like...there's a forcefield protecting them...

*I said to myself..."in order to avoid being hurt I must not let my guard down..."*

Then, the place changed it was our room and I saw myself sleeping...and suddenly I felt I was sleeping deeply that no one could wake me up...

I suddenly, felt that someone or something is pulling my leg...and when my senses were back...I grasped

and woke up...

I was shocked of my dream...

I wonder what will happen next...

Friday, January 2, 2009

A New Year awaits Us

(Why is my stomach aching? Could this be the punishment of drinking wine and eating grapes at the same time?)

I heard that my uncle and aunt with their two sons(I don't know what they are)are coming. Oka-san, Oto-san and Onee-chan heated the food that were prepared last night. When they arrived I was shocked, because my uncle and aunt were the only ones where are my onii-sans(older brother in Japanese).

When we heard the story, they slept in the morning cause they drunk with their friends. And also, we saw cute baby pictures(Kawaii!). Oh, looks like my Uncle and Tito is going to cook a goat dish(Goat Caldereta)and when it was already afternoon, my stomach ached that I wanted to barf. We watched The Game Plan starring Dwayne "The Rock"Johnson and Maddison Pettis, to forget the pain I'm currently suffering I had my afternoon nap. When I woke up, Onee-chan left me as she went to my grandmother's house she told me "Catch up with me tomorrow, okay?", I just nodded. why is it that it's so noisy in the backyard? Oh, I forgot my Tito's friends are here, *Anonymous' Innermind Theater: Look at them drinking, laughing, shouting, eating. Blah!Look at my father drinking Fundador and Paul Walker. Ha! What is he thinking? He's not in the condition to drink anymore, also he has diabetes. The rain poured on them ^HA!HA!HA!^.

When, my father got home he reaks! Urghh... He smells like he took a beer bath.* When night came, oh..he really smells like he took a long beer bath. To, make sure that he hasn't loss his proper thinking I asked him "What is 1+1?" he then answered "2!"he laughed so hard then asked me "What is 1million+1million?" I answered "2million!"he laughed at me so hard that he almost tripped. My mother ordered my father to let loose of Nana(our pet dog)as he loosen the chain he almost kissed Nana...

After, that incident he asked my Ninang and Aunt "What is 1million+1million?", they answered "2million", he laughed so hard that his eyes are going to burst...

Mother offered him a cup of coffee and told to go to sleep. And he did...

So, I have to sleep early because I have to catch up with Onee-chan...tomorrow...

Thursday, January 1, 2009

A Night to Remember(New Year's Eve Pictorials II)

Meet the Dizon Family in Red...

Before, we ate our Media Noche we took pictures so that we could have a remembrance in the year 2008...

Look's like I'm with my mother and father in the first picture:


I can't believe that Anonymous Chopin is going to reveal herself...(it seems like Onee-chan knows how to take a good picture... )

(hint: Anonymous is younger...)

Next...
Again, I'm with my father and Onee-chan...
(Hmmmm....I do really have a long hair...)
(Should I cut it?)


It looks like I'm left at the table eating cake and drinking Coca-Cola light...





Onee-chan looks a bit cranky...(Maybe she wants to go to sleep)

She really loves her cellphone...

Now, that's the Dizon Family in Red...

A Night to Remember(New Year's Eve Pictorials I)


It looks like the food, mother and father cooked looks delicious...

but in the picture it looks like plastic...(ne?)


The food that we prepared is not extravagant, because we are only four in the family so we didn't cooked that much...

Look, at our plates it already has the beef steak...

(Wait for the next post...it has our family pictures...)

New Year's Celebration(Part II)

(Morning-Midnight)

People are already preparing for the big night. As usual my morning starts with a breakfast, as we noticed the people are already going to malls, wet market and dry market, just to buy the missing ingredients for their table...

While, waiting for noon we always start our day in the internet to enjoy downloading the animes we need to complete...

It was 3 o'clock and we need to go home because it started to rain. "HI!HI!"I greeted all of them when we arrived. I didn't care if it rained on me I just wanted to greet them so badly. So I'd go house-to-house to inform that Anonymous has returned.

While, waiting for the start of our wine-drinking session I ate barbecue, macaroni salad and other food that can be found on my Grandmother's dining table. It was already 10 o'clock when the session started, we only had two shots of Novellino wine and we already felt woozy(?)my Onee-chan almost fell on the stairs and when she opened the door she hit herself. While, she was walking on the way home(it's because our neighbor is our Grandmother)she almost tripped. It's an evidence that she is drunk.

While me, I didn't feel dizzy our anything it's just that my stomach started aching(is this the punishment of drinking wine and eating grapes at the same time?) my Onee-chan lied on the sofa because it seemed that her surrounding is spinning.

(Wait!)
I have to change my clothes, I have to wear a color red shirt.

It was already 12 midnight and we heard noises already.

(12 midnight)
When the clock stroke at 12 we already heard whistles whistling,pots banging , cars horning, children shouting, music already reached it limit, and onee-chan shouted (telling everybody to go to bed...). Then, our grandmother lend us the cover of the store then onee-chan started bang it.
(It looks like she is sweeping.)

(After, everyone met the New Year)
People, went back to their houses and ate their Media Noche.

(A New Year's Celebration with my Family)
After this, we went straight to our house and we took pictures as a remembrance of the year 2008. We ate beef steak(T-bone), there was also Sweet and Sour fish(my favorite!), Arroz Valenciana, Macaroni Salad, Chocolate Mousse cake(also my favorite), Ham, and the food that is always present in the Filipino table is the Spaghetti. I only ate beef steak, Spaghetti and chocolate Mousse. After eating, we waited for the food to digested and went straight to bed.

(The End!BOW!)